Blindsided

I expected to feel somewhat sad on Mother’s Day. The pain I feel today, however, has caught me off guard.

It is only 8:30 AM on Father’s Day and my Facebook feed is already inundated with posts. For some reason, I am finding this almost harder than Mother’s Day, but I can’t figure out why. Maybe it’s the progesterone. Back in May, I was riding out a “drug free” month…

9dpo. Too early to test, but based on this month’s stats and how I feel right now, I am not holding on to unrealistic hope. At this point, just want to move on to IVF next cycle.

I will definitely try to make today a celebration of my father instead of grief for the father that my husband has yet to become.

One thought on “Blindsided

  1. I’m sorry it has been such a hard day 😦

    My 2nd pregnancy (1st was ectopic) ended in an early miscarriage at 9 weeks. My due date was May 13th, which just happened to be Mother’s Day that year.

    I know its hard. I’ve been where you are. Boy have I. Just please don’t give up hope! I firmly believe that if it finally happened for me, it can happen for ANYONE!!!

    Lots of hugs!

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